Is there a better world,
cause I tired all version.
It’s just crying and saddening all along
Smiles gone and hearts eroded.
I see people around me,
One for need, one for help
One stands in the corner enjoying the devastation
and the other for guilty pleasure.
I hear them saying they are here for me,
They love me, care for me.
It’s just mere words to them,
Which were once promise of a lifetime I swear.
I haven’t got any better yet,
It’s just miser and sorrow, playing on loops
Reminding me of the darkest portions of me,
Yet I look into the mirror and them with glee.
What is wrong with me and them,
We are faking out lives to no extend.
I wish this could stop yet,
No wait, there is another sequence to play.
February, 2024
